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| Wednesday, July 5th, 2006 | | 3:28 pm |
Oh yeah!
I totally forgot I had this o.o Uhhh. Okay so I have a boyfriend now named Roger and he's prolly the greatest guy ever made. I was gonna move in a few weeks but the plan fell through, so it'll be a couple of months or so. I miss all of my Arizona friends really badly and I'm debating having my mom drop me off in Phoenix for a few days next week when she goes to Utah.
But yeah. >.> Roger's a mole and he kicks too much ass for me to write here. Mmmm moles. *foam*
Mole.
<3 | | Wednesday, May 17th, 2006 | | 8:28 pm |
Here you go I'm just gonna post the lyrics of this song by Aiden! I'm lazy. The Last Sunrise You sink your teeth and. Bite the blood that drains the life inside of me and fills your soul with love and hate and all those things you need to breath. My body dies But still my soul remains eternally in search of Caspian waves and shallow graves. Explain why me? This nightmare (This nightmare) won't last long. Are you scared? (Are you scared?) So sing this song. I'm right there (I'm right there) by your side. Tonight we've got a chance. I watched the sky bleed grey with see-through shades of violent Bloody stains and felt the evil prime and wicked start a course straight through my veins. I'm so alive My skin so cold and fake. I close my eyes I know that now's the time to take my chance with death and realize. Sunrise, sunset, will you wash away the rain? Sunrise, sunset, will you wash away the pain? This nightmare (This nightmare) won't last long. Are you scared? (Are you scared?) So sing this song. I'm right there (I'm right there) by your side. Tonight we've got a chance. This nightmare (This nightmare) won't last long. Are you scared? (Are you scared?) So sing this song. I'm right there (I'm right there) by your side. Tonight we've got a chance. So mute and beautiful to me A promise kept on high An angelic look at life through open eyes. Don't be scared We'll make it work. We're right on time Don't make things worse. Now I'm right there by your side. (Sunrise) I will avenge (Sunset) I can't pretend (Sunrise) I won't forget this vain (Sunset) attempt and promise kept. Just one more night to make up for the loss of love and time. Here comes the sun to rid this world of see-through blood and swollen light. Sunrise, sunset, will you wash away the rain? Sunrise, sunset, will you wash away the pain? This nightmare (This nightmare) won't last long. Are you scared? (Are you scared?) So sing this song. I'm right there (I'm right there) by your side. Tonight we've got a chance This nightmare (This nightmare) won't last long. Are you scared? (Are you scared?) So sing this song. I'm right there (I'm right there) by your side. Tonight we've got a chance Sunrise. The last sunrise. The last sunrise. The last sunrise. -- I rike Aiden :3 They're creepy. Current Mood:  excited | | Wednesday, May 10th, 2006 | | 7:52 pm |
Alright! So, for those of you who don't know, I am currently in Alpine, Texas getting paid to help my dad build stuff! We're doing horse facilities and then starting their house. I am a MASTAR weld0r! It's very lonely here and kind of boring a lot... But I got a Nintendo DS so that will supplement my daily regiment of Dreamcast and NES via Dreamcast xD Woo! I have enough money as of today to cover my bus fare! Bus fare to where, you ask? Well, to and from Jackson, Mississippi! On the 23rd or 24th, I am going to take a bus there and then stay the night with my good pal Roger the mole :3 Then we are driving in his car to RCFM, which is a little furry con in Alabama. Then we're gonna run around and do stuff and have all kinds of fun at our first con! Roger is being a total sweetheart and paying for like... everything >.> But I told him I'm going to earn as much as I can between now and then and I'm going to help out and he's going to like it :D Then we drive back to Jackson, stay the night, and then I'll bus back on the 30th. I think it'll be a total blast. He likes my music, which is sort of new to him, and told me to bring CDs :D Finally a road trip where I get to play all of my music instead of listening to a friend's defunct-as-of-three-years-ago band! YAY! But yeah... I'm still in love with someone :/ And it's kinda hard. We don't talk much and like... It sucks. Until next time, suckas. Chupacabra in ya fuckin' FAAAAACE. Current Mood: excited | | Friday, April 28th, 2006 | | 4:35 pm |
Babehkittehs
I rescued kittens today o.o I went out to put the laundry in the dryer at 11:30 or so today and I heard squealing so I thought it was birds or maybe kittens or something, but I figured I'd better leave them alone. So at like 4:00 I went back out to collect the laundry and I found one crawling across the floor o.o So I took him in the house and then I got a box and put a towel in it and then dug through the storage stuff out in the garage barn thing to get to the others that I could still hear. Two were on a couch and I had to sweep them toward me with a broom because I couldn't pull any more junk out of the way x3 And then the fourth one had fallen off the couch and crawled through some stuff and I had to reach through dust and spider webs to pull him out >.< But I peed all of them and my mom's getting replacer milk from the vet so I think they're gonna be okay. I went back out and still couldn't hear any more crying so I think I found them all! :3 It's weird, they're all different colors. One's tan and white, one's calico, one's black and white like a cow, and one's black. They're so cute >.< But if they survive, they already have a home. | | Monday, April 24th, 2006 | | 4:49 pm |
Journal reopened
I was gonna make another one but I didn't feel like it! :3 So I'm here in Texas now and I guess it's okay. Kind of lonely. Can't find any other furs nearby x.x But I'm gonna be making money! | | Friday, March 31st, 2006 | | 2:18 am |
"It's not so difficult, the world is not so difficult."
I have the hang of this :D I can do it. | | Thursday, March 30th, 2006 | | 3:11 pm |
I get pissed on Wrexall Square Drug
So this whole staying positive and not getting upset right away thing is really paying off so far o.o Of course there are a couple of snags that I'll mention in a bit, but I won't let them hold me back from doing my best to work things out. I love teh Vintotch and jealous, ignorant furs that I don't even know aren't going to make me back out now.
That said, one of the furs that got turned down decided to make a pretty nasty comment about me on a mailing list after I posted a big joke to my friends up north. I'm sorry she didn't choose you, the only thing I could have done to prevent that would have been giving up and leaving. Or maybe you never had that big chance you thought you had in the first place. Granted, the things he said were close enough to the truth that no one's going to stick up for me. Of course, all of my friends know my situation, not just the side that benefits me most. They know that I did some things that I'm not proud of, but it really is up to me to bring that to light, not for some bitter little venge-knob to spout at random to other complete strangers as if he were around for the whole story :3 Like I told Vintage last night, I'd take that to sleep with me and decide what to do, and after waking up, I've decided that I'm not going to retaliate. My friends know the story and know I feel guilty about being a bad panda to the Vintage. And maybe she'll also clear some things up with people. I mean, she's working things out with me for a reason, right? I didn't force her to. She's not weak or unintelligent so maybe everyone should stop treating her like she doesn't know what she's doing or like she's a charity case who needs their help. o.O And if she's not let go of me yet, uhhhhh, that means that she thinks it's worth it, DUH xD So all of you hopefuls, please go find some other straight furry female to attempt to sweep off her feet in a time of weakness and use to solidify your place as a worthy real world successor to the comic book and fantasy novel heroes that you guys seem to idolize.
And just for future reference: Using someone kind of entails degrading them into some kind of tool that's only around for one's own gain, and lacks that personal attachment that I actually do have to her. :3 Tired of you idealists that treat love like there's no room for mistakes.
And yeah, I have made mistakes and if you ask me what they are, I'll tell you. Hell, if I'm feeling particularly guilty, I'll fuckin' tell you anyway :D Kit's had to hear about it. I'm not denying that I wasn't always the person I believe I am capable of. I'm sure a lot of you have made mistakes, hurt someone, fucked something up, or otherwise done something most would find unpleasant, but I'm still willing to hear your story and be friends with you :3 People can change, and that's why I've put a jihad on all of the problems between Vintronics and me. And if you don't believe me... I'll put a jihad on you, too xD
She's great, and she deserves to be given what I fully intend to give her.
Thanks some more to all of my friends :3 You guys kick a muthafuckin' ass and I wouldn't be able to work through this to a positive end without you ^^ I appreciate that you guys actually took the time to listen and become my friends despite knowing that I'm not perfect, and that you didn't just judge me because you heard something. It'll always boggle my mind how people can stop looking for the truth after taking one step :D
IN OTHER NEWS (finally ._.;):
My friend Jeff has asked me to play drums for his band :D I told him okay, so I need to get my drums back. I'll tell him to write some songs in the month or so that I'm gone to Texas and then we can start when I get back. Then I'll get a job and fix my drums up a bit as they've been rocking the same ass hardware for 4 years.
I'm writing a song for someone special :3 Someone who's wanted a song since they met me.
We have pictures of the crack motel we stayed at in LA, so once Joe sends them from his phone, I'll put them here with the whole story xD
We're getting another cat! Then Thornton can leave me alone with his creepy ass.
BANGARANG!! | | Thursday, March 23rd, 2006 | | 2:33 pm |
| | Tuesday, March 21st, 2006 | | 6:29 pm |
Whateverball Jimmy X-Ray
There are a few people who are on the verge of being written off. | | Friday, March 17th, 2006 | | 2:33 pm |
All the ladies in the house say
WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. | | Saturday, March 11th, 2006 | | 10:17 pm |
Okay
I'm taking the first steps to getting out of this. | | Thursday, March 9th, 2006 | | 2:12 am |
Hmm
I need something. | | Saturday, March 4th, 2006 | | 10:37 pm |
Creepin' on a come-up We went to the tunnels last night. They were bigger than I expected, which was already big. Awesome. Happy birthday. Current Mood: peaceful | | Friday, March 3rd, 2006 | | 9:28 pm |
Joey! I went... in myseeeelf!
RAAAAAAAAAAAAAWR, I feel good today. WOOOO. I have some stuff to write down in here for this week once I remember them. | | Sunday, February 26th, 2006 | | 10:31 pm |
ONE HOUR PHOTO So I feel lots better, I hung out with her and her friend and had a good time. He wasn't as bad as I thought he'd be. She assured me that nothing had happened or was going to happen, but the last time I wrote that I trusted her in my journal, well... You know. So I'll just say thank you instead. :3 Current Mood: chipper | | 11:18 am |
I am the biggest joke my mom's vagina ever told. Well, it didn't take long, did it x3 I was sure this time would take more than just a couple of days. Current Mood:  worried | | Saturday, February 25th, 2006 | | 10:06 pm |
Hahaha
Dave ook me to the bar! I'm gonna go to bed. I think she's out with that guy and I can't talke it :D Hahahaha I suck. Is there anyone who wnnts to go out with me that will always tell me the truhth? :D Cause fuck me. Goodnight. | | Saturday, February 18th, 2006 | | 11:03 pm |
I'm your Huckleberry I went to Tombstone today :3 With my panda outfit. People were staring at me, but not the bad kind, and these middle aged ladies were like "Awwwwwwww" and pointing at me. Fuck aliens. Current Mood: cheerful | | Sunday, February 12th, 2006 | | 6:53 pm |
Doot dee doot I'm doing pretty well :3 Didn't go to Flag like I was gonna, but it's ookies. I had an awesome day thanks to the dashing Kit and the adorable cheetah. We played laser tag :D But this works out okay, cause I only have one pair of pants anyway >.>;; Thanks Kit and uhhh... cheetah x3 Current Mood: amused | | Sunday, February 5th, 2006 | | 3:01 pm |
See you in spaaaaaaaaace!! Well I'm cheering up nicely :3 Doot dee doot doooo. PANDAS. Thanks everyone who listened to my endless problems! :9 I want your balls! Current Mood: cheerful |
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